Feel Good Factor of My life !!!

April 19 th 2006 stepped into her frontier as a stranger

Days passed by and months passed by

Realised ,She has left an enthralling impact …

She was responsible for me to meet aliens

She was responsible for me to build bonded relations

Every morning , she will have 162 daffodils  called crusaders swarming in

Her vocal chords was their Morning Hi’s chuckling here n there

Not huge in her size , but she was magnanimous for the daffodils to connect with each other

At one sight , Yes the 162 swaying in happiness cld be simply seen ..

She was the place for whirlpool of sweet memories …

Bithday parties

Class room fun

After Class conversations( in the pretext of Projects)

Munchy noodles n Hot sandwidches in Canteen

Teasing sprees through out

Exam preparations

Yawns in Lake Veernanam 

Work in Huddle

Presentations in Seminar Hall

Bags  hidden in Lake Michigan

Fav programmes in Media Room

Movies n World Cup together

Rocking Rocky in Lake superior

Commitee Meets  in Lake Manasarowar

Fitness Freaks in Gymn

Knowledge builders in Library

Munching Peanuts near the gate

Music Sessions vibrating in the reception

Yes ..There she stands as a simple yet majectic  structure in 24 South Mada street , Sri Nagar Colony , Saidapet

Was solely responsible for capturing the pulsation of Happy emotions amongst all the crusaders

Never had a feeling that her space was a constarint !!!! Coz we were all simply brimming with happiness and had scintlillating moments hovering around…

Yes the crusaders made this happen !!!

Yes this 1 yr has been such a memorable year that at any time , I wld call this yr as one of the most special years in my life by all means

Just like how William Wordworth had those daffodils flashing during the autumn part of his life ..

This 1 yr ’s memories wld simply be ” My feel gud factor ” with tears rolling down my cheek …

Jus one thought that is rumbling in my heart ..

Time ..Let thy needles pass slow

6 more days to go

Want to bask more in the warmth around

Jus dont want this to be time bound !!

Sometimes

                             

Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow

Sometimes we must fail in order to know

Sometimes darkness dawns a ray of light

To realise what made our lives more bright

Sometimes we must loose in order to gain

Coz lessons in life are best learnt through pain

Sometimes life takes us into an excruciating bend

Neverthless its just not the end

Pain leaves us a rich legacy to treasure

The beauty of it simply surpasses its measure

Tat unheard voice lingers in the mind

Simply gets triggered  off when we unwind

Love stats

Vasu talkies is now goin to step into its maiden journey for some love stats test

U may not be very romantic , U many not have fallen in love , U jus need to imagine …

Well in case u have a beloved then am sure it will bring more of smiles

There wld be some situations given , for which u need to click on your options ..

Every option wld have an interpretation

The interpretaions wld be in the fag end of the post . Pls be honest and dont check the interpretations before all ur choices have been made

Close ur eyes , sit back , relax for a moment .Just forget about assignments , projects , deadlines and work under any means for the time being . Yes now plunge into the world of imaginations

For ppl in love … Of course no imaginations of any fictitious character .. For ppl not yet trapped , am sure u can imagine one

Note down your options amongst the given choice ..There are just about 5 questions .After completing the entire list , check out the interpretations

Take a piece of paper to note down ..Well if you can remember them , then just simply go ahead

1 Imagine u r meeting ur beloved after a looooooong time at his /her place. The house can be reached through two means

a Short dirty route

b Long clean route

2 U have decided to buy ur beloved a bunch of roses

a 20 red roses

b 20 white roses

c 10 red and 10 white roses

For ppl who are scrolling down to see the answers …. Noooooo..hmmmmm..Wait na ..Just another 3 more

Tats like a gud reader

3 U reach ur beloved’s place and find the door opened

U will

a Call out for some one and then enter

b Just enter as it is after all ur beloved’s place

4 U meet ur beloved and want to give him /her a surprise .U want to hide the bunch of roses for him /her to check them out

U will

a Place it in the window sill

b Place it on the bed

Wow ..U were very patient ..Just not scrolled down to luk into the answers ..Tank u ..The last one and then goes the interpretations:-)

5 U have spent some quality time with your beloved and want to get back home 

U will

a Take a long clean route

b Take a short dirty route

Here goes the intrpretations of ur love stats in ur life:-)

Q1

a Short dirty route – U can easily fall into love

b Long clean route - Takes some time for u to fall into love

Q2

a 20 red roses – U love ur beloved more than she /he loving you

b 10 red roses / 10 white roses – Both love each other the same level

c 20 white roses – This person is a friend in ur life and u r not very sure to extend the relationship or not

Q3

a Place it on the window sill – U r not all tat very romantic

b Place it on the bed – U r very romantic

Q4

a Call out for some one and then enter – Family members views also important when important decicions are made

b Just enter as it is after all ur beloved’s place- Jus ur view and the view of ur beloved matters

Q5

a Take a long clean route – Love is just not another activity in ur life . U want to cherish those moments for some more time and bask in its warmth

b Take short dirty route – Well the thought wld be ” I was supposed to meet and ya I have met ..Now let me look into my next activity in the agenda “:-)

Thank You

 

 

 

We used to have hymns to sing when we were in our school days .Ya innocence at his highest form … All together in the morning assembly with Sister Rosaline conducting the prayer session… Oiled hair, Two little ponnies, closed eyes, hands together and all of us would sing aloud Jus felt tats those days were simply so innocent and so scintillating

 

There was just this thought that wafted my mind now n hence this post

Our wallets can now hold much more than wat we had those days, yet tat happiness can never be surpassed by any means

 

This was the 1 st hym tat I learnt … I still can remember my music teacher singing tat tune. I don’t know where she is … But want to dedicate this to her who had made me sing for the 1 st time in my life

 

Made a novice, realize the power of music … I just could not get tat tune..So she used to take so much efforts to play the piano nnnnnnnn no of times, so that I can get tat tune …20 years have passed n still that tune has etched in my heart 

It goes like this …..

I just keep trusting my lord

As I walk along

I just keep trusting my lord

And He corrects me when I am wrong

 

Though the storm clouds darken the sky

Over the heavenly trail

I just keep trusting my lord

He will never fail

 

He is a faithful friend

Such a faithful friend

I can count on him

To the very end!!!

 

Ya.. Tat kindergarden hymn taught by my sweet teacher still in my ROM box of my memory …Her efforts were impeccable. The words were so simple and responsible for Faith to get inbuilt in my system

 

“Yes faith can move mountains” ..Tats wat she keeps saying and that’s what I always keep believing !!!

 

.Here is the reward tat I can remember what I learnt when I was a toddler 3 years old

 

Give me …

Lets have now something on a lighter side Wat say ??

A small prayer by a guy who has been there in the career world for some time …

God,

Bestow me the strength to understand my boss

Shower me the love to forgive him

Bequeath me the patience to understand his actions

Give me the tolerance to sit up late in the nights

Grant me the fortitude to convince my wife that I wld be late

Let me have a magnanimous heart to smile at him

But God!!!

Please don’t present me that strength

If you give me that strength, I will simply break his skull 

 

Ya..We are just going to belong to the same genre of this guy in some time Lets see what more our prayers are going to be 

Why should’nt you ???

   

When there is a lot of pain that has been trapped inside you

When u feel that u have nothing to hold on tight

When U can see your life tumbling down the steps of expectations 

 When ur heart just cannot endure anything more

When u just don’t want the day to dawn

When u jus spend sleepless nights

When u jus seem to loose yourself

When there is agony and despair piercing the eyes

When there is a betrayal by your close one hitting you tight

When there is a feeling of confusion and isolation

Yes ….When u find yourself in a traumatic state

That would be the last straw for u to break

Why shouldn’t you

Cry your heart aloud and give vent to your feelings ??…Why should you think that shedding tears is being powerless or being timid …. Its just another unadulterated form of emotions …Yes  tat powerful element “ tears” when it flows down our cheeks , our hearts starts to feel light … It tries to put our hearts in a state of composure … It acts as a catalyst to visualize some ray of hope …  It does not reduce the pain, but makes you a little sane … 

What really baffles me is that Boys are called timid when they cry They absolutely have the right to… Its after all a form of expression of their feelings …Why should they be looked down when they express it in this  mode ..Its a big injustice to them ???…

This piece is basically dedicated to all the guys  in particular ….      

Yes …

 U need not shed silent tears

U need not cry from inside

 U need not suppress your feelings Why shouldn’t you cry ….

When u actually want to …

U r just another human being !!!

Is tat feeling bizarre ???

I just happened to look into the dictionary for the meaning of this word

Possessive

..It gave me the following results

Jealous

Domineering

Controlling

Selfish

Over protective

 

It seems a little abstruse to me tat this word seems to have only negative meaning associated with it . I wld say tat it is one of the natural feelings tat wld make its appearance during the growth of any relationship.When relationship grows, arrival of new entries do creates some pandemonium in the initial levels

A child is born and been cuddled by the family members..Yes their new bundle of joy Few yrs pass by and there comes another arrival  giving itself an identity as a sibling… … The new entry attracts more attention..

Wat is tat feeling in the 1 st child ??

 

There is a new entry in a house with the tag of a daughter in law. The son who used to relish only his mom’s cooking,  now his tongue buds starts to enjoy his wife’s cuisine later…

 

Of course the mom wanted only tat to happen , still …she  feels tat her son is no longer simply hers

 

Wat is the feeling tat permeates into the heart of the mother?? 

There are two friends , sharing almost every nuance of happenings in life ..There is a new entry in one of the person’s life ..Tat relationship seems to grow

Wat is the feeling in the heart of tat 1 st friend ??

 

The common thread running through all theses cases is a normal feeling called possessiveness

 

In the theory of possessiveness, the intensity is more if the new arrival belongs to the same gender of the person feeling possessive …

And this is more pervasive in the realm of friendship

It jus makes its appearance like  a passing cloud …. And slowly fades away ..

However the feeing of possessiveness, must def not go beyond its limits as it curbs the relationships

 

The roseate feature of growth in relationships can also be tagged to possessiveness. Its through that new entry tat we realize “ How much the person means to us ”

 

Jus close ur eyes for a moment and ponder :-

Have u had a close person in ur life with whom U can simply be urself ??

Have this person become very close to another person ??

If the answers to the above two is Yes , the Iam sure ur diary wld have a page echoing….

“Wats happening ..Wats there so much in tat person to admire … I was the only one in tat pedestal level … Now should I share my position with some one ..”

To surmise U r indeed not wrong to have mentioned all this as it’s a very natural feeling

 

Can we call watever I have posted as serendipity .. Of course not    Its not a discovery tat I have made …Its jus tat I have tried to reinforce watever we have experienced in our past and encounter in the present and wat might happen in the future too

                                                                          Possesiveness       

                                   …………….Do gives a lot of sweet pains …………….

 

 

Tat magic word

U can evoke one’s emotions in sublime

U can transport one to a state of bliss

Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous—Thy create an impact

U can galvanize the mind and invigorate the heart

U receive an applause and appreciation by any one

Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous—Thy create an impact

U can reverberate in ones mind

U can penetrate into the soul  

 Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous—Thy create an impact 

U can hit the resonance of jubiliation

U can put the mind in a state of tranquility

Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous…. Thy create an impact

U r a precious gift to mankind

Ur power heals our souls each day

Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous— Thy create an impact

U r the common language spoken through out the world

Cutting across the barriers of religion, caste and creed 

Formless, colourless, odorless, Ubiquitous —– Thy create an impact

Yes u need no invitation and no introduction

U get created in the heart and then gets moulded by emotions 

U make ur presence in all stages of mankind

Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous— Thy create an impact

MUSIC …

In the infant stage. Mom cuddles her little one with a lullaby.When the child then grows up and becomes an adult … Falls into tat trap of crush or infatuation or even say love :-)Thinks of the beloved …..And there automatically some tune gets reminded n wafts in the mind … Tat child then gets into the wedding lock..The nuptial knot is tied with flamboyant music radiating behind.. In the autumn part of his life, he is seated in a pensive mood.. Nostalgic moments flash upon that inward eye and triggers some exhilarating tune in the mind. In the last phase when the soul reaches abode, there accompanies him during tat journey melancholy songs lamenting over the grief by the closed ones.

 Formless, Colourless, Odourlerss, Ubiquitous— Thy create an impact 

Flabbergasted looking at ur reach

 

 

Self Less Love … No reciprocity norm !!!

Watever mood I may b in, happy or sad he receives me with so much warmth and love

I may jus not bother to reciprocate ….Will think to come back to him after my phone call … Well making Alexander Grahambell always feel proud of his invention never do I  … Not a complaint , Not a glommy face , always cheerful n full of love … He is so self less and has not an iota of expectations ..Prof Venkat talks abt reciprocity norm ..Oh mi god , he always seems to engulf me with so much love n care without any expectations ..Wat did I actually do to him..He holds me so high in a  pedestal in his life … We don’t understand each others language … Yet we love each other so much ..How do we communicate ..Does expression  matter when emotions over flow …He understands tat I simply  love him .. ..He is ever willing to reciprocate ..Did I mention abt this to him … Nay ..I didn’t ….

Ya .. U may b wondering who this special person is in my life …

Let me take immense pleasure in introducing him to u ..well sounds very formal eh ..Okie let me then put it this way ..U mus know him man , coz he makes me smile n cry both at the same time ….Sounds very mushy :-) ..Okie then let me put this way U mus know him to find out how life is made with jus implied things …. The pen ultimate thing before I reveal who it is ..For ppl who know me so well ,yeah u know him too 

 

Okie ..Let me not go on ..This is my lil (Ya ..he is huge , but I feel he is a child) doggy  .. We call him kutty ( Means small in tamizh )..His structure and his name is by the way inversely proportional …

 

I have also named him MASA  ( Manmadha Rasa)…which is  a synonym for luking like a smart dude

 

He is not a trained dog ..Since the time we had constructed our house , he has been there with us ..

Mus  say a lot of cute stuffs he does

He loves to enter my house first n make us follow him when we ring the door bell

He simply cant take my dad shouting @ his highest decibel to me

He is so possessive that he preferred to starve as  I was feeding another dog

He hates crackers n goes into a corner like an innocent child ..Majestic yet beatific

Living in  a pakka Iyer family can never taste Beaf or Mutton  ,Mr kutty happily wld relish his curd rice n biscuits

Hates to have a bath (like me)

Whenever I come  back home , he wld be actually busy showing his smartness to his doggie girl friends on the road ..Then he immediately will ditch them to come n greet me … Wagging his tail wld get so bubbly n enthusiastic …

A couple of days back , he was unwell n been to the doc …Never seen him so  ferocious ..Tat day he was so  reluctant to get into the van….

“Kutty , now get into the van “ ..heard this from my dad n me ……

Quietly got into the van n there showed his  face to me .. I jus conveyed thru my eyes “ U r mine n So will u b” .Tears jus rolled down my cheek , when he left home …He had to stay with the vet a couple of days … Now he is back home

 

Would jus like to say one thing to him “ Kutty , u make me feel so small in front of
ur selfless love”

 

Okie ..I can hear him shout .. Let me go n c now wat mischief he is upto

 

Gourmet’s delight

                  

 Finally , yes we decided to go out for dinner ….Its has been ages since Bala , Vatsa , Neha n me went out as a group … Actually If Iam right we had gone to Coffee day when Great lakes curriculum had started … We were into diff classes , tat we cld never get same time off to go out on a ride … …….It was MCS class … Was jus waiting for it to get over , to go out for dinner  Two bikes n there the 4 of us ,off we went for dinner ..Yippeeeeeeee

 Entered Saravana Bhavan ( Rangoli )  @ Pondy Bazzar .. Decided to have Gujarathi thali 

Born with a silver spoon ..ohhhhhh nay … I was not ..Here the ambience was simply fabulous and yes they served food in silver cuisines

To name  a few

Jal jira

 Kaman Dhokla

Bhaat na Muthina

Panner Cutlet

Pudhina Batita

Bhindya Sambarya

Veg khurma

Gujarathi khadi

Thepla , Kichidi ,Dhaal

Shrikand

Vatsa tanks to tat note pad u had , tat I cld make a note of them .. No challenges to my memory box

Yes ..all this in tat Rangoli Gujarathi thali…

Yummy is jus not the word …

With such delicious food in front of u , n melodious hindi songs as a back ground , all hogged like crazy … N today my tongue buds had its maiden pan experience J….

 

The general talks, pulling each others legs ,laughing aloud 4 no resaons ..How many ever times U experience them ..Yet it has its own charm

 Kudos to the wonderful plan n great excecution  

A euphoric moment indeed goin on to my dairy …